A Look Into Our World

Why can't people accept others? Why can't we love one another? Why is it so hard for people to see the good rather than the ugly? I spend countless hours a week crying because of how unaccepted or how worthless I feel. People look down on me and it scares me. I am scared everyday of my life of others looking at me and judging me.

Am I the only one who as feelings and emotions? Do others look down on me because I express my feelings? How am I suppose to impress every person I meet? I know I can't. I don't want to. I want to inspire others to reach into their emotions and express how they truly feel in their everyday lives. I know some think they are to good for people like me. I know some who feel the same way but they won't admit it because they have to have everyone like them. And I know some who feel worse than I do, and they struggle to find someone who they can reach out to. I want everyone to reach out to me. I want them to talk to me.

We as human beings don't choose our flaws. We don't have a lightbulb that goes off over our head and just says 'I think I am going to have a sickness today and then tomorrow I won't'. People have real illnesses, disease, self worth issues, anxiety, depression, etc.

I'm not writing this tonight begging for someone to feel sorry for me. I'm being honest. People don't think about what goes on with others before they judge them. We live in a sad and hateful world. People want to fit in and be someone they're not. I don't want to fit in. I want to stand out and be the person God made me to be. Be who you are. Not who the world wants you to be. Be a light in the dark, and rise up.